No smooth sea.

Would you believe me if I told you I worked up a sweat by hobbling around my kitchen for 20 minutes?
At least the time of day goes by quickly because it takes me forever to do one simple task.
I'm sick of staring at the TV screen, the computer screen, my iPhone screen.
Am I going crazy?.. I hope not.
Today has been really tough. I'm getting cabin fever sitting up in this house, especially because it was such a beautiful day outside. I did hang out on the deck for a few moments, that was nice.
Luckily I've been up and moving which is a good thing but the pain that comes with it sucks! I don't want to take my pain meds any more because they have the worst side effects and make me feel no pain in my knee/leg, but just give me a woozy feeling.
The whole process takes a lot more energy than I thought. I mean obviously its physically enduring but just trying to stay strong mentally and emotionally is a task on its own. Luckily I have some awesome people that have helped me get through the day :)
So what I've learned today is that I never want to take, doing a simple task effortlessly, for granted. And also, just my health in general. Sometimes we abuse our bodies without even realizing it just because we've adapted to that sort of abuse which is pretty messed up if you think about it. Be nice to your body or it will take you down, as I have learned.
Positive vibes, positive vibes...
~mrlb